There was a moment...

Quiet.
Heavy.
The kind of stillness that doesn’t soothe—it stings.

I was sitting in my car, hands wrapped around the steering wheel like it was the only thing anchoring me to this world. The tears didn’t ask for permission—they just came. And in that moment, I whispered the words I swore I’d never say aloud:

“Maybe I’m just broken.”

But the truth?
That wasn’t my breaking.
That was my becoming.

Alignment doesn’t always arrive in a pretty package.

Sometimes, it crashes through the walls you built to protect the version of you that was never meant to last.
Sometimes, it strips you down to nothing so it can rebuild you with truth.
Sometimes, it feels like loss. Like grief. Like everything falling apart.

But that’s not failure.
That’s initiation.

The Sacred Codes of Alignment

1. Pain Is an Invitation to the Portal

This is not punishment.
This is passage.
When the ground trembles beneath you, don’t curse the quake—bless the doorway.

Your pain is not proof you’re off path.
It’s proof you’re being rearranged for more.
Something inside of you is trying to come home.

2. Misalignment Always Speaks First Through Discomfort

The body knows. The soul knows.
And when we don’t listen?
It turns up the volume.

Relationships misfire. Projects stall. Clients ghost.
But it’s not chaos—it’s clarity.

What’s falling away is the lie.
What’s surfacing is the signal.

3. Initiation Is the Identity Stretch You’ve Been Avoiding

You say you want expansion.
But can you release the version of you who’s addicted to proving?
To pleasing?
To pushing?

Alignment doesn’t come from effort.
It comes from embodiment.

And embodiment?
That’s a holy thing.
It costs you comfort but pays in power.

4. You Don’t Get to Control Alignment—But You Do Get to Choose It

You can’t schedule soul work.
There’s no calendar invite for becoming.

But there is a choice in how you meet it:
With resistance.
Or reverence.

Stop trying to script the next chapter.
Start listening for what’s already being written through you.

You’re Not Broken — You’re Being Initiated: The Truth About Alignment

You are not being destroyed—you are being divinely restructured.

What looks like collapse… is sacred construction.

Final Reflection...

To the woman who’s questioning everything:
No, love. You’re not crazy.
No, love. You’re not lost.
No, love. You’re not broken.

You’re being initiated into your next dimension.

This path isn’t for the faint of heart.
It’s for the woman who is done betraying her brilliance to be digestible.

Let the old you fall.
Let the new you rise.
You don’t need to explain it.
Just honour it.

Tell Me Your Truth

Ever had your own “initiation moment”?
The kind that cracked you wide open and woke you up?
Let me know in the comments if you’re walking through your own initiation right now.
This space? It was built for your becoming.

I love you, Angie x